Everything is Tickety Boo, Tickety Boo....How about you? NOT!
I’ve come to a point in my month where everything feels so terribly overwhelming. Riding lessons, pleasure riding with dlb, doing things with Jade, blogging, dlb working evenings, making trays for the truck box, having the truck somewhere at a certain time, chiro appts, friends immigrating, gymkhanas, movie nights, marriage counseling, church, parents, in-laws, family obligations, making suppers, this awful heat, making payments, deadline of a certain thing, our new house addition, I just want to get off the bus! Drop me off somewhere and let things slow down!
I long to blog, but no longer will I expose myself as I did before. I feel very sad about this. I edit my thoughts now.
It’s not always tickety boo in my life, and I don’t like blogging only about my tickety boo things. Every life has struggles, ups and downs, and I am just, unfortunately, normal in that department.
Maybe this is even just hormones’ talking, who knows. I really like blogging, I like seeing it on “paper” sort of speak. I like the comments, I like chatting about stuff to my non-comment readers, but I don’t always like the pressure of blogging. I want to blog for me, not for my readers.
Lately sitting down and blogging about nothing has me stressed. I sit here, ready to spout off a post and then realize it’s not something I want to post for all to read. I delete it or save it, get up and leave. The new post? Gone with the wind.
I will leave you with this though, Have you tried the cheap (1.00) cookies at Liquidation World? They’re greeeeeeat!
BTW- Fred Penner writes a song: "Everything is Tickety Boo" If you're familiar with it, that's where my title was inspireded from.
2 comments:
Yeah, normal. We all have those days...doesn't make it any less frustrating to know that everyone else has them too, though, does it? Chin up my dear, your big ass truck is awsome! Just go for ride with the music up loud and race some guy with a wimpy truck. Maybe that'll make you feel better :)
I usually feel very overwhelmed during my period - and anything could set it off!! But I love wm's suggestion with the loud music and racing - makes me feel better already!
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